Wednesday Wisdom: They’re Just Not That Into You

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Have you ever had a friend who made you feel like a burden? A friend who made you feel like you should feel grateful that they took the time out of their day to respond to your text or meet you for coffee? Or a friend who was only there when it was convenient for them. Have you had a friend that’s mostly around when they need something but disappear when you need them?

Spoiler alert: They’re just not that into you.

I think a lot of us fall into this trap. We have a person that we like and consider a friend, or in some cases a potential boyfriend or girlfriend and we will do anything for them. I’m guilty of this for sure. But I am learning that sometimes you need to evaluate who your true friends are in life to protect yourself a little. I have found myself in so many “friendships” or “pseudo relationships” with people who barely cared about me at all. I would do anything for these people but eventually, I had to realize that they would seldom lift a finger for me.

The levels of effort we were putting into our friendships were vastly different. I was there pouring everything I had into them. Making myself available whenever they wanted or needed. They weren’t doing the same, however. I was prioritizing people who barely thought about me at all.

A good example of this was a “friend” I had in high school. I would hear people say negative things about her and I would defend her endlessly. I wouldn’t believe a single one of the rumors because she was my friend and I liked her. It took me until the end of high school to really look at that friendship though. I realized that I was there for her whenever she needed. Any favor, homework, crisis management she needed I was right there. But she wasn’t there for me. We only hung out when she needed something from me. It was never just for fun. Never because she liked me. I was doing everything I could for this girl to try to make her want to be friends with me, and she didn’t care at all.

Unfortunately, that isn’t the only time I’ve done that to myself. Friendships like this can leave you feeling worthless and stupid. I spent so much effort on these people and even the best of me wasn’t good enough. Eventually, you realize you’re either being used or they are friends with you out of pity and you feel miserable. Even worse is the fact that quitting the habit is so hard. You care about this person and you wanted them in your life. Accepting that they don’t want you is difficult and painful. In some cases, you are almost addicted to them. There was a reason why you stuck around through all the garbage before. You cared.

So how do you fix this? It’s not easy. If you think you are strong enough for the clean break do that. But personally, I have found that phasing these people out is the best way to do this.

Make a rule for yourself. Something like “I will only contact them once a month” or “I won’t talk to them/see them unless they make the effort to talk to me.” Put the ball in their court. This allows them to have the chance to miss you. Maybe they will wake up and realize how valuable you are to them. Or maybe you will get to see just how little they care.

This clarity hurts but is helpful in healing. Hopefully, as you slowly phase them out of your life you will begin to crave their presence in your life less and less. It isn’t a perfect solution but cutting these people out of your life who are only bringing you down will help you in the long term.

Right now you are allowing them to define your worth and are left feeling inadequate. You deserve to be loved, cherished, and cared about. You deserve friends who are as enthusiastic about you as you are about them. Don’t let people who don’t appreciate your value make you miserable. If you have a person or people in your life that fit this description give it some serious thought.

You deserve real friendships and real relationships. If they want to talk to you they will. In the meantime focus on loving yourself, growing closer with friends who value you, and making new friends who will love you for who you are, not how you can benefit them. Trust me I’m still rereading my own advice. It isn’t easy but it works!

With love,

Paige

 

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17 Replies to “Wednesday Wisdom: They’re Just Not That Into You”

  1. Yes I’ve had friends like that..and I thought the reason they treated me like that was because I was really worthless. Those days I used to feel so bad about myself. I am so glad I got over it! And you’ve done such a good job writing about it. I hope many such people benefit from your post!

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      1. I am in Los Angeles at the moment but my parents are in Texas. I will fly back to Houston as soon as they open the airport. My family lives in The Woodlands. There are a lot of people around us flooding but so far our neighborhood has been fine. Where are you at?

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  2. I’m currently living with my parents in The Woodlands while I deal with health stuff. I have heard the med center has been flooding. I am glad your family is okay.

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  3. Paige, this has been something that I’ve been dealing with since high school. I had my double liver transplant when I was fifteen and after recovering and going back to school, I experienced the loss of many friends who I had thought would be in my life for a while and who’d understand my medical situation. However, I came to understand who had been a true friend and who hadn’t. For me, it’s an ongoing battle with having multiple chronic illnesses (I also have Type 1 Diabetes).
    I’m curious, was this something you experienced when you were going through your cancer diagnosis?

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    1. It was definitely something I went through both with my cancer and my depression. Some people can’t cope with serious things like that. Particularly since we are young. Most college students are focused on normal things like classes, dating, parties. All of that consumes their lives and they can’t comprehend dealing with more than it. A lot of them feel awkward around you or guilty so they distance themselves. It can be lonely for sure. Finding people who stick around though is so valuable

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